OWWW. i banged up my pinky toe.

UGH. it hurted. i was moving a big boxfan in my bedroom and i accidentally rammed my pinky toe on one of the footposts of my bed.

i was brushing my teeth at that time.. so i couldn't scream. i didn't think it was going to be that bad.. until i went in the bathroom to examine the damage. shit. it was bleeding. and not the gushing everywhere bleeding.. but let's just say it looked like a huge blister filled with blood on the front of my pinky toe. sounds disgusting right? just be glad i didn't take a photo of it. i'm not that sick. hahah.

it hurted like hell when jeff put iodine or some type of medicine on it. i cried. it was that painful. im just glad that it was just skin damage. my pinky toe nail is small enough already (and i know alot of ppl know their's are too) .. so im just glad my nail wasn't damaged at all. so it was wrapped up in 2 bandages and went to bed..

today.. it's alright now.. it's healing i guess. like a blister. it will eventually go away. i went to the gym today and it wasn't the usual for me. i started walking in a limp since i didnt want to apply too much pressure on the pinky toe. but i started doing my runway walking on the treadmill and tried not to think about it too much. and one thing i couldn't ignore was the guys that were checking me out today at the gym. i really shouldn't be wearing my fitted underarmor shirt. lol. but at least my body looks good now. it's on its way for development. i think i lost weight from being sick during the cruise.. b/c my body was totally rocking during the cruise and after the trip. i was like.. where the fuck did these muscles come from? hehe. ok ok.. enough of this.. i got a bunch of philosophy reading to catch up on. wish me luck..